Both the baby and I are doing well. We go for regular check ups and all the doctors see no complications. I have a team of people looking over everything, and everyone has been amazingly supportive. It's been a hard time emotionally, and I've had some trouble connecting with being pregnant again, but we are working through it, and deep down we are truly excited and happy. We know Saoirse would have loved being a big sister, and she would have been a great one.
So happy for you! I'm sure your little angel is happy too. Wishing you great health and happiness with the pregnancy and new baby.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! I'm sure Saoirse is looking over everyone!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! Wishing you a wonderful pregnancy! Saoirse is watching over like a wonderful big sister!
ReplyDeleteI'm very happy for you and Mike and hope your pregnancy goes well! This is a lucky baby having Saoirse as a big sister, not everyone gets a a sister that changes lives.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations!!! I'm so happy for you guys....
ReplyDeleteCongrats! -Torrie
ReplyDeleteCongratulations !!! So happy for you !
ReplyDeleteYay!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy for you and Mike! My heart filled with such happiness and my eyes filled with the tears of all the emotions that I felt when I saw these pictures!! I can't express my joy for you and my sadness at all you've been through. I hope you have the best pregnancy, and that your baby helps to rebuild your broken hearts. So so excited for you!
ReplyDeleteCongrats! She is happy and proud to be a big sister already, i'm sure! The new baby will love her so much too. Only positive thoughts and with your sadness, there is happiness and excitement again~You both deserve it :) XO
ReplyDeleteCongrats. I read the news when Mike put it in his blog. So exicted for you both. You deserve it and let the new baby return the joy and happiness to your home.
ReplyDeleteI am so happy for you both!!!!!! I wish you a very uneventful pregnancy. You and Mike deserve all the happiness in the world!
ReplyDeleteBest wishes,
Tara Prior
I have no doubt that Saoirse has already met that little blessing! May he or she bring much joy into your lives and help heal your hearts just a bit!
ReplyDeleteCongrats! Great news! All the best :) Siobhan from Danvers
ReplyDeleteI am so so happy for you! This child will have a wonderful and sweet angel watching over him/her.
ReplyDeletecongrats! So happy for you!
ReplyDeleteBeen following you on here for awhile now and so pleased to hear about your news! Congratulations all the way from Toronto Canada!
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Kezia, mixed feelings are okay. Its okay to have regrets, hesitations, love, resentment, fear, excitement, sadness....everything. All at the same time even. You WILL get through. And you will have joy again. The sadness and fear will likely always be there to some degree, but you will have joy again and find your own way to make peace with the mixed feelings that may be there. Wish I were there to give you support, but have your back from the west coast! Love to you,
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A Rainbow Baby for you. This is a beautiful explanation by a mom named Courtney.
ReplyDelete"Rainbow Babies" is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds. Storm clouds may still hover but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of color, energy and hope.
~Courtney
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I came across your blog just by chance. I have been reading it for a while. I need to tell you how sorry I am about your daughter. This is too common, for kids to have cancer. They say it is 'very uncommon' but from what I have seen/read/heard, there are way too many children with cancer or that have had cancer. I am sorry you had to battle your cancer while she did, too. That is just unfair...I mean, how does that happen??!! Bless you and your family. Your husband must be one of the strongest men alive. Congrats on your new baby to be. I know your life will never be the same w/out Saoirse and the pain of losing her, will never go away. But I hope you gain the strength to live your 'new normal.' Your blog reminds me a lot of Maya Thompsons blog. Rockstarronan.com. She lost her son to NB in May 2011. She has done some good stuff to bring more knowledge & awareness to childhood cancer (treatment). If you ever get time/feel like it, check out her blog. I hope you enjoy your pregnancy. Just remeber to breathe...xo
ReplyDeletecongrats!! so exciting!!
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http://mybeautifulli.blogspot.com/
that's wonderful!! congratulations to you all!
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