Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Scanziety........

I haven't had a CT scan since April 2012. My scan was supposed to be in October, but I was trying to get pregnant, so I opted out (it was a good thing I did, as we found out I was pregnant with Lochlan just weeks later). 

When I went to my oncology appointment in September, I wasn't scheduled for a scan, and it was discussed at my appointment, but Lochlan was just a few months old, and exclusively nursing, so I opted to wait so I wouldn't have to pump and dump (and try and get him to take a bottle!). 

Now I have scans coming up, and I am just feeling scared. I'm realizing how long it's been and I don't think I'll feel good until I have an update. 

I hate that cancer always gets to have it's own way - even when it's gone. 


11 comments:

  1. ((hugs)) I've never lived through it but I've read enough to know how anxious one gets until they know all is well. Each day must probably seem to be so long...

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  2. I hope the results show that you remain in remission!

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  3. Prayers for you, Kezia! Wish I could ease some of your burden for you.

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  4. Sending you all of the positivity energy and light there is that you get through it and it's all good news!

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  5. Thoughts and prayers for calm and peace for you.

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  6. I trust your scans came back good? Continued prayers for you and your family!

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  7. Good Morning,

    I hope you and your family are well. My father turned 80 in September of 2011 and it was at that time I started following you. I want you to know you and your family have been in my prayers.

    V/R
    Vanessa

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  8. Hi, Kezia!
    Please post soon and let us know how you are. You are very much in the thoughts and prayers of many people.
    Marlene

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