One Year

I can't believe it's been one whole year since I've held Saoirse. There are so many times I feel like it was just yesterday, and times when I wonder if she was just a dream. I miss her every single day, and I always wish she was here with us. She would have made life so much happier. So much better. So much friendlier. So much laughier. I just don't know why she was taken. She was so good and kind and perfect. She could have done so much with her life. Helped so many people. Made so many friends. I wish I could go back and fix everything. I just wish she could come home.

We decorated her tree today. Put lights and a garland up for her. I think she'll like it.